i wish i could love you.

i do.




i wish i could love you.

i do.


you say the things,
lovely and more,
like entering oval
shaped everythings,
creaming, capable,
stretching, sordid,
x times, life undescribe,
spectres, ghosts, phenom,
molding under gravity,
which is an angel's pulse,
beating us closer into
a mass bending light,


i'd try to shave off bits and
pieces of me to let swarm towards
you, orbiting, because i can't
let go of my bigger spirit,
needing



the
solitary embrace that requires two only.




i wish i could love you.

i do.




bring myself to you.

i do.




but shaping is not an option to
concrete dried. my life unearthed,
furnaced, powdered, mixed, poured,
and set is now still.




a statue crying.
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