you are nothing. you'll believe everyone. superimposing your red sweater with their green tshirt. gold purple. royal colors. on ornamental. casual removal. careful suiting. turning and holiday dulling and holding. and you'll send canisters, nuts mostly describing your future, youre future. the patented and painted version sold to you buy corporations, sexy, orificial shaped food items ready for consumption and emboldingening and boldening. this process whereby your realizing her needs are captured by your needs, this realizing, collapses and you cry because you can't be equals. society, little children, automobiles, your dog, the television, the grass, the insects in your back yard, the rotation of the earth, the memos on vague corporate visions, all want you to become their leader, their messiah, the anti-christ, and a master facsist black belt. this scraping sensation doesn't feel good. the donning of a crown not for your head, the machismo, the respect you must command, the earth should begin to tremble, you realize this right? the caverns are waiting, to echo your holy works. etchings foretelling of the greatness you shall spread about the backyard grill. digests and theory elucidating further rumor about the coming of yourself. this is the capital creation. this is the econ. the class dance. poor and rich aligning in the stars under gallantry and rustic piss puddles to praise the almight man. this is the cringing i wanted to speak of in longwinded thrusting styles. the accumulation of a big bunch of manhood by realizing love was somehow handed to those so bitter, they betrayed and gave into every thing they hated most in life. the proliferation of the proliferated. the bizarre shaped everything. it wears you out so much, you might just be able to fight it. and you'll sigh and be lonely for a little longer, hoping that perhaps through some cheesy attempt and integrity or nothing, you will, at least live the life of the afflicted. your own personal cross.                
                   
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