it's all teeth and eyes. the sense of. it tells who you are. with glasses and braces and mold, the aches, wisdom, squinting and witnessless. we beg ourselves for a knowing. and once known, stop sensing. insert image, gouge eyes. insert food, cut off tongue. and we'll let others tell us who we are from then on. tell us how much and where to. tell us our names. our skin and gender. without reminder, we'd forget. but nevermind, a chorus chants it loudly, often for many in perfect verse, the deep melody of you and me throughout time infecting and changing to direct mood and atmosphere. yet for some, a counter melody occurs, the slow progression of a greater beat, that almost scares us, daring to marvel, the lids sown shut over empty sockets, and tongue disallowing question. we'll stand unnerved. perhaps begging. begin to take a seat, and often the chorus will alter and the beat will resolve, yet the mind has been moved. suddenly the skin feels the ground. a presense below in sudden ominousness. sensation! from without society. a knowing unpresent in the pixels retained in the image of your . and how can you tell someone? how can you create? your hands move the dirt around you and you feel the grains sliding, forming ridges and valleys, the shape perhaps of letters as well. letters. what wonderful things they were. the weighting down of that which flies about. the hardening of a soft thing to touch it and not destroy it so that it could slip away again moments later and be soft again. to see to touch. so we look around eyes sewn shut over empty sockets. wishing. jesus cured the blind and mute who had faith in it. perhaps, we too. to touch to see. the chorus fades in not such a lowering of sound, but as a focus of attention. the locative image of the earth in our hands, the smoothing and clearing in time with the rememberance of a beat uncooperative with our previous taste. bigger than our mouth. brighter and finer than our focus. this new thing. this escape from what we believed to have enslaved us, the new sensing, in time has and will transform us. our identity in time with our own beat and shape.      
                   
                   
                   
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