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you never really know.
sometimes your gut my tingle. or you won't be able to eat. or sleep.
the sound is louder and makes you want to cry.
your arms sliding in time with her next to you.
a life.
together with someone like that is what you really want. you
wish for it so badly. and when it comes up and answers, it scares
you, a balking. you're suddenly confronted with changing from a negative
point of view. a bitter view to a thankful view. and now you have
something to lose. now life is important.
and that is scary. so frightening.
and it wanes, it really does. but many would run away at the first
sight of it.
you'll avoid it and convince yourself of other things.
and then when she's walked away.
you'll cry for her. (repeat cycle)
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