finality.

something associated with death when it shouldn't be.

it bears the weight of all forever now.

a mourning. of good uses for crayons. ice cream
and trick or treating. her hands and hair. the
way it used to shift and accelerate.

a falling through brambles and thorns from a perch
we loved, scraping sometimes painlessly, branches
breaking.

our destruction.


of the ourself not of.

the reflection we grow and nibble on.

you are what you eat,
and what you eat is gone.
       
                 
                   
                   
                   
                   
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